I finally found someone new but after 3 years I still woke up crying over you; I swear I wasn’t in love, I swear I’m over you this time, I swear I am… =] Your the reason for everything I am today You put me back together after years of depression then you ripped my heart back out, why’d you even put it back together in the first place? I’m so sick of this I’msick of not admitting that since you I’ve only dated ugly guys cause there safe, I swear no one has ever made me laugh or cry as much as you. Even if your not around I’m still crying and laughing over you….It sickens me you have contradicted everything I ever said. You are the reason I’m a lier when I say I’ve never been in love…. Your the reason I don’t want to fall back in love, your the reason I am the way I am a slut, but it’s not your fault I made all those decisions on my own, its all my fault for letting you affect me so.. but Id only change one thing. and it’s not even staying with you in the end cause we were always just best friends you didn’t have room to love me after you put me back together again.